Being sick is total shite take it from me. Remember when you would pretend to be sick so you get the the day off school? Yeah so do I , I pulled it all the time but now I am actually sick and it is pants. Okay granted I am 29 now so it doesn't really have the same effect but being sick is so boring At least though now the doctors have an idea what is wrong with me after my Ultrasound last week but it has taken around a month to get to this point. Bloody NHS!

My place is a bombsite at the moment though as I haven't had the energy to clean up and the cat now hates me as I keep kicking him out the bed. Work is balls at the moment too, I am doing easy stuff at the moment but I am not sure my employer will be best pleased when they find out I could be (and probably will be) weak for the next 6 months to a year.

I was too sick to go in today I felt sick and dizzy and I really don't want to faint again it was embarrassing enough the first time.

On another point I have found a derelict house I would like to buy. Bad point its in a graveyard and would need a shitload of work done to it. I wouldn't mind living in a graveyard. It would be a beautiful sandstone house once it was cleaned up and had all the junkie needles cleaned out